It was fun while it lasted...

It will never truly end. Elephant Juice never goes bad; it doesn't turn sour. It will linger forever; always in my <3. Don't you see? It's not that I didn't want to, is was just that I couldn't. I have lost all my rights, I don't have my phone, everything has been stolen from me. What words of comfort have been sent to me have been confiscated so that I can not see what those around me want me to see. I am lost. Can you hear me? Do you understand what I am saying? I don't understand, I don't know anymore. Life seems to not be the same. If you think you understand then you must let me know. I only understand pain and depression. There have been fleeting moments when that wasn't true but those moments must pass us by. Do not think for one moment that I hate. Do not presume that my absence infers that I must move on with my life. I don't know WTF to do with my head. It is all jumbled up inside. Someday I will tell you everything you all need to know. I Promises.

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